A Special Birthday (author unknown) Please God, make them remember that Today is a special, birthday. Make them understand that The memories don't go away. Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care. Enable them to listen while I share. Shelter them that they may never know my pain. Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain. Help them to remember, Lord that I wish That my child was here So we could still celebrate. To understand that I still Feel the nearness of my child. To see beyond my smile and the Words. "I'm okay." Please God, just let one remember today Is a special birthday!
Sending Lots of Love Nicholas.
Have a wonderful Party in Heaven.
God Bless you....
Lots of Love,
Mary and Nick...
Matt McGurk to :Nicky
Thinking of you
February 23, 2010
MMcGurk23@aol.com/ Matthew McGurk (Friend) Nicky This is long overdue but only you know the ways i keep your memory alive within me daily...I think about you everyday but this week I couldn't get you off my mind and missed you terribly. I still hear your voice call my name to come downstairs to hangout I still see your smile and I still smell your smell. I miss you man. I catch myself closing my eyes and seeing you in front of me reliving some of our times together in the apartment. I am so blessed that I was able to spend quality time with you all weekend long before that tragic night in Maart. I remember our lunch together that Saturday shopping for cloths and watching those two movies on Friday night and the laughs we shared. I still hear you rapping in our apartment studio room and the long nights we stayed up late recording. There are somedays though that thoughts of you bring tears to my eyes. Happy thoughts but also sad because we were starting to become closer and closer friends with every passing day. We had so many more adventures to plan together but now I know your with God helping him with his plans. I am so blessed that I was there to hold your hand that night and give you the confront that someone as special as you deserved. I just hope I did a good job of making you feel at peace and I will never ever forget how strong you were that night. You inspire me Nick when times are tough in my life. When I feel like I can't go any further or feel like I have nothing else left to give I think about you and how strong and peaceful you were that evening. I miss our little walk with Bella and hearing you say to her " Uncle Matt's here Ma ma's" ... You were a great caregiver to her and all around you. When I talk to people about you I tell them that you were that one friend that you just can't replace by meeting someone new. You were that friend that when you ordered a sandwich from our favorite spot you would call me and tell me to come downstairs and that you saved me half and that it was the "BEST" ever. haha... I mean only true friends like you would do that for someone and think about someone else's needs like you did mine. I can go on and on about our memories together in that apartment and I will cherish them forever but I yearn for more and more knowing I can only keep the beautiful ones we shared when you were alive until they day we meet again in Heaven. I know your watching over me and when I pray to you you always answer. I feel you there with me in prayer to guide me in the right direction and give me the strength I need when in doubt. You are truly 1 in a million and like they say " Only the good die young".. God needed you up there to serve with him and he took a great one help him. Until my dying day and until we meet again you will always be in my heart my soul and in my prayers. You truly were a best friend to me and proved that to me in more ways than anyone I have ever called a friend before you did. I love you Nick Matthew (as you called me "Mcconaughey") McGurk
daniels momma
Happy Birthday !!!
February 23, 2010
Sweet Nicky I wanted to let you and your sweet mom know that I will be thinking of you on your birthday !!!! I'm sure that you will be having a big party in Heaven with all your angel friends !!! all my love always to you and your mom !!!!
Gerry, wife of Joe Docherty
Happy Birthday
February 23, 2010
CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD
THINKING OF YOU
February 23, 2010
mom 2 Waylon Kitchens
Happy Birthday 2 YOU!!
February 22, 2010
You would have turned 27 today, if you were still here. Although you are so far away, our hearts have kept you near.
The pain has eased a bit I guess, yet has not gone away. It will always stay a part of us, until we join you one day.
We send our love to you, from all our hearts to yours. Just think, a birthday spent in Heaven, means you'll spend it with The Lord.
Melissa Eiler
Happy Birthday Nicholas With Love!
February 22, 2010
Kathy ~ Ryan Dahn's Mom
Today & always...
February 21, 2010
GLORIA ANTHONY SHALLO'S MOM
BUT GOD HAS OTHER PLANS FOR US
February 21, 2010
But God Has Other Plans For Us Lupe Lopez
From the first day that you came into my world, I’ll never forget how I held you close to my heart in a little curl. I could still remember all your growing years, There were many good ones, and yes there were the tears. How I long to hold you close again, I never wanted this to end. If I would have known it was your time to go, I would have asked God and pleaded to take my soul. “But God had other plans for us.”
You’re gentle heart and kind words, And I still remember that you liked to eat sweet and sour nerds. You were loving and you were funny, And when you scared me I had you running. But there were times I waited behind the door to scare you, And you always threatened that you would get me too. And now I sit here alone, Wondering if I would have left first, what would you have done? I know my son you loved me, And oh how I miss you but this isn’t how it was supposed to be. “But God had other plans for us.”
Since you left, there’s not one day that goes by that you’re not in my mind, I talk to you often, greet you in the morning, and how I long to tuck you in bed at night. In front of family and friends, I put on my happy face, But when I’m alone, the tears just pour and pour I feel them as they race. When people tell me that I am strong, I think, are they kidding me pretending as if there is nothing wrong? I would never want anybody to go through this I ponder, But this is my sadness, nobody will hear my thunder I try to understand how could that be, But why did this have to happen to me? I still question God and ask Him why he took you away, But you were here for a while He say’s that’s why you couldn’t stay. I think I was left here alone for a reason. I’m still trying to figure out why, after each season? “But God had other plans for us.”
I have held you in my arms and done the best I can, I pray that God will hold you close knowing that you were My number one young man. Just remember in my heart you are a special one, and I will always proudly tell the world, "that you were my son." Each and every day, I feel my heart that aches, And that’s pretty much each morning as to how I wake. “But God had other plans for us.”
I try to keep a happy heart and remember all the funny things you did, Like when you made me laugh or told me something funny that you made my face so red. There are tons and tons of great memories I’ll keep close to my heart, I’m told that being sad is how you wouldn’t want me, nor to lose it or to fall apart. But why so soon, I keep asking why, God only knew that it was your time. “But God had other plans for us.”
For now my son it’s till we meet again, I will do all the right things so that in Heaven I’ll be welcomed in. I know I cry and cry each day, But please forgive me Son if I cause you any pain. And when it’s my time to leave this world, And everyone will say she’s gone, I know my son you’ll be there waiting for me to say welcome home mom. “And that’s the plan that God has for us”
I love you my son, my Nick. I miss you dearly, Love Mom
SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES. FEB. IS A REALLY BAD MONTH FOR ME AND I BEEN HAVEIN A REALLY HARD TIME. PLEASE KNOW THAT YOUR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY SHALLO'S MOM XOXO
Mom to Angel Melissa Platt
Blessings
February 21, 2010
Mommy to my dearest Nicky
Happy 27th Birthday Son
February 20, 2010
Dear Nicky I know you and Angie are having fun flying around in anticipation of your birthday,did the other angels send you's out so they could prepare a suprise? Always in my heart and soul XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOO
MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD~
~FOREVER IN MY HEART~
February 19, 2010
Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll
Happy Birthday Nicky!
February 19, 2010
Wishing you a wonderful birthday in Heaven Nicky with all of your Angel friends. I'm certain that they will have a wonderful party for you. Bring them with you to visit your family & celebrate with them too...give them lots of extra hugs. God Bless!
